Overview Excitement

Still with WordLive I was excited to read this given as the week's overview:

For him or against him? Everything points to making a choice this series. Judas, the religious leaders and others are all called upon to make their choice.

I would love it if this week would settle the matter for me, once and for all. I want to know God, if He's there. If He's there I want to know Him. I feel a great longing, a yearning, a wanting.