Like many sufferers of bipolar disorder, I also suffer from frequent migraines for which I take strong painkillers.
About two months ago, I received prayer for migraines at the Elim Church. When the prayer was  over , I felt a cool tingling sensation on my forehead.  I don't know if you have ever  worn one of the cooling headache patches that you can put on your forehead but it felt a lot like that and was not at all unpleasant.  At the same time, I felt God say to me:
My grace is sufficient for you.
I wasn't at all sure of what this might mean so I prayed it back to God and went home.  
By the time I got home, I had a migraine!And God kept  saying-- my grace is sufficient for you.and it came to me that he was telling me to lay off the painkillers.
Over the course of that weekend, I experienced severe migraine pain.  Usually I would have gone to bed with painkillers, headache patches, and anything else I could think of to make myself feel better.  But this time was different.I didn't take any painkillers.  I stayed up.  I drank a lot water, read the Bible, and prayed.  And I found out that God's grace was sufficient for me.
The migraine eventually left me -- without any medical intervention.  And I felt fabulous!  I am still getting migraines, but they are far less frequent.  Last week I didn't have one at all!  I have piece about using the painkillers if there is something important have to do and I am in a lot of pain which would inhibit me carrying out the task.  But, the rest of the time, I just wait for it to go away.  And it does!
This is all very new to me.  I'm very much feel the pain and take the tablet girl.  But I feel that I had become dependent on the tablets when I should be dependent on God.  Today, I have a migraine.  And, somehow, that's okay.  I wonder if this is God's peace that transcends all understanding?
Thursday, 7 August 2008
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Wow...God is amazing. :)
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